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FRESH JUICE ! zhong lelu . model

Published: Apr 16, 2017

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^{Name
      zhong lelu . 종 레루
  Age
      20
  Height . Weight
      5'4" . 134lbs
  Gender
      male . he-him
  Race . Ethnicity
chinese . chinese
  Birthday
may 12

  Occupation
model

  Personality
affable . adoring . emotional . effeminate . indulgent . perverted . selective . envious
lelu is very open with his emotions. having spent his time really only around women ever since he could choose the people to surround himself with, the ease and comfort with his own emotions that girls carried within themselves rubbed off on him through all the years he spent with them. the stigma for males to be strong and stoic had not affected him. he's rather good at accepting what he feels. some who don't know him very well might even call him overemotional with how ready he is to let tears fall. one must not forget though that he had been pampered as a child, inevitably spoiled to the core by his doting mother. and of course, pampered children have a tendency to have fits when circumstances don't turn out in the ways that they've desired.

the more he grew surrounding himself with females and the less time he spent with males, he became less and less accustomed to their presence. its gotten to the point where being alone with another guy, or with a group where there are no women makes him quite uncomfortable. he doesn't really know how to speak to them, what to say, if they'd have anything in common or if a male would even be interested in what he has to say. it's like he doesn't even know how their minds work, despite being one of them himself. he finds women extremely easier to talk to and when around them can be quite outgoing, not hesitating to put himself out there. but when with men, he will not speak unless spoken to and tends to come off as shy, reserved, or abrasive. lelu is really only comfortable around girls.

he can come off as abrasive to other men, especially the ones that have the most beautiful builds. not just because he is uncomfortable talking to them, but because of his jealousy he can get very sardonic without even intending to. his envy keeps him gravitated toward them for some reason. without knowing it himself, he wants to be around them. maybe seeing these beautiful tall men so many hours of the day could be a subconscious way to compensate for what he lacks himself. a way to satisfy his mind.
he has a habit of admiring while at the same time envying other men. taking in every beautiful detail that could be found to appreciate, while his heart aches with wishes to be able to relate, to be able to appreciate this as a part of his own body.
with women, he only admires. he never envies women, finds them beautiful and ethereal creatures. almost untouchable. if only they weren't so tangible. to him, women are like goddesses you can touch.
in his mind, women are on the same tier of beauty as flowers and galaxies. he often compares them verbally, usually unconsciously, without really meaning to.

he reveres women almost like creatures from a different plane of existence, a plane of beauty and kindness. he only sees them with sparkling eyes. (though he also looks at males with a similar sparkle in his gaze, yet it is never without glimmers of jealousy) his thoughts aren't always nearly as pure as they always seem. he'll often get nosebleeds or flushed cheeks when subjected to something provocative, or even from simply watching photoshoots at times. he has a tendency to let his mind wander. more so, it wanders off without permission. though, when this does happen he proceeds to act like nothing is off, as if his face isn't hueing or his nose isn't leaking bright shades of red. these reactions aren't exclusive to females.
he often experiences desire for 'dirty' or 'bad' acts. very often. he has a surprisingly high sex drive. he thinks about it more often than anyone would expect of such a small pure boy who compares women to the names of specific nebulae off of the top of his head.

being babied and spoiled by his mother, he's been taught to treat himself when he deserves it, to do whatever makes him happy in order to keep himself happy. he doesn't have any form of control when it comes to luxuries. often a self-made victim of comfort shopping. when he's feeling upset or particularly inadequate, he'll resort to buying his troubles away. he often ends up wasting his money on useless things, things in which he'll quickly lose interest, forget and eventually discard.

lelu loves the stars. he knows many names of galaxies, nebulae, planets, ect. even off of the top of his head, he can always name one of these spacial bodies to compare a woman with. characteristics that she possesses that remind him of a certain body in space are the basis for these comparisons.

  Likes
eyepatches . pink . white . oversized tops . ripped jeans . platform shoes . turtlenecks . astronomy . girls . flowers . shopping . indie music . cafes
  Dislikes
      muscular/tall/handsome men . pants sagging . male idols . metal music . trap music

  History
  lelu's father didn't like him, he wasn't accepting of his scrawny build so, naturally, lelu avoided males fearing that they would be just about as accepting of him as his father. he grew up with an envy complex for taller, stronger males. he hates them, but wants to be like them, wishes he could be like them. wishes he could please his parents by having a body akin to theirs. with this complex, he ended up surrounding himself with the one thing he loathes the most, the ideal men who are so much more beautiful and larger than him.
his mother babied him, and other females showed the same kind of compassion and fondness for him. he felt comfortable in this tenderness that he was accustomed to, as opposed to the discomforting feeling of when his jealousy mixed with intimidation, a feeling which he would only feel when around males. it wasn't really them, usually, it was just him.

lelu's older sister had a love for fashion. it should go without saying that, being around her so much as he grew up, her affinity rubbed off on him. she ended up studying fashion and when she moved to korea to become a buyer, he tagged along. his desire was to pursue fashion as well, and what better place to do that than korea, under the roof of a buyer and fashion major.
he didn't follow along in his sister's footsteps exactly. lelu started off as an sns promoter, and soon model, for many clothing sites. now he works with freshjuice, modeling for their magazine.
freshjuice liked his look, small builds were something they didn't have, yet something very common in the real world of consumers. he was this, yet unique in not only his build but in his style and manner as well. he was everything they needed. his look suited their needs quite well.

  Misc
voice claim .
      wears eyepatches as a fashion statement, just like masks
habitual comfort shopper
moved to korea at 15
studied astronomy
      has a natural red/pinkness under his eyes . three beauty marks on his face, one on his ear
sometimes wears makeup
very physically affectionate}

Image size

2300x2300px 1.27 MB

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deuneun

Apr 28, 2017

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